Going Through the Motions

I have been completely swamped this week. I couldn't think of a topic to write about, and even if I had, I haven't had the time to write it up to my standards.
BUT...instead of not posting anything this week, I decided to post song lyrics that have some of the same emotions I've been experiencing lately.


Buffy: Every single night, the same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight.
Still I always feel this strange estrangement,
Nothing here is real, nothing here is right.
I've been making shows of trading blows,
Just hoping no one knows,
That I've been going through the motions,
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart

I was always brave and kind of righteous,
Now I find I'm wavering
Crawl out of your grave, you find this fight
Just doesn't mean a thing
Henchman She ain't got that swing
Buffy......Thanks for noticing

Demon and Henchmen She is pretty well with fiends from Hell
But lately we can tell
That she's just going through the motions
Faking it somehow
She's not even half the girl she...ow..
Buffy Will I stay this way forever,
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor
Handsome Man Buffy Rescued How can I repay....
Buffy Whatever!
I don't want to be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can't even see
If this is really me
And I just want to be alive

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gt7CfNO8Xdk


Yes this is the opening song from the musical episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, "Once More With Feeling," but I feel like knowing this only gives you more insight to my personality. So, am I the only one who feels this way; am I the only person who feels like she is simply going through the motions of her life?
As always, I can't wait to hear what you have to say.